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Ugh! Im starting to think what is the freaking point of life you work your ASS off yes I said ass for what? Like you really work hard trying to "succeed" ..but you go through struggles,problems,a lot of tears, lose people you love..end friendships...relationships..like seriously why would I want to stay living for stupid stuff like that? Minus well take me now and end my misery before it gets worse...

Okay so before, my mom and I didn't see eye to eye..she was becoming too over protective and mean towards me but I thought that all changed when she started letting me out more often I felt a big relief thinking finally freedom and I belived we were finally "understanding eachother" but noo that all changed back to stupid level 1 even worse then before she's complaining more..not letting me go ANYWHERE because I should "dedicate" my vacation in helping her out like seriously are you crazy?! I help her when I have school and now during vacation its insane im becoming more stressed, and very misunderstood and I can't stand it. I cry at the thought that I would never get out of this horrible misery of feeling alone. Left out no one seeing behind this "fake" smile Im tired of everything everyone and life..like I said before why can't they just end my misery now? "/

Mood: Feeling Stressed Out
Thoughts: I want to just disappear or just be left alone for a long time I need time to myself and for myself Im tired of helping everyone..I want to live for me and not for anyone else..Im tired of this shitty life -__-

Anythoughts about what I said just either tell me or just keep it to yourself..enough blogging for now BYE