just why?

Why can't mothers ever understand?

Every Single Freaking Day!
My mother always manages to ruin my day with her thoughtless words and unecessary comments. It just seems she's always out to hurt me and I don't understand why. Why me? Out of all her kids she chooses to torture me and says stupidity. I hate that so much about her. How could she hurt me and not notice what's wrong?.. How can she trash talk me and then ask why the face? She seriously doesn't know me at all and I don't think she ever would. Its just not fair. And im getting sick and tired of it. I need to leave or just learn how to put up with it and I don't think I can put up with it any longer its too horrible. Its like a nightmare I can't wake up from. I can't take this nightmare any longer I need a dream. A dream that will save me from the "monster" the beast.. Whatever you want to call it. I just need some help. Something to help me leave or handle her...because I just can't anymore.