moody me

HeLL-O
Once again its a random post =]
Lately I've noticed I've told mostly stories than actaul advice and im thinking maybe im not cut out for the part because I may give advice but won't take it and that's bad "/

Well people I know us teenagers have a tendecy of saying Love so im just going to say it from a teenagers prospective L O V E stinks..its dumb and confusing..one moment things are good the next its like the person just fell for someone else -___- blahhhhhh! People are confusing like you either like that person or you don't you can't one moment and could the next back and forth..smh idiots

Well let me think of what else to say...

Lately those who I was close to are slowly slipping or shifting away..It seems I was the only one who actually cared and hit them up and now that I have stopped hitting people up they don't even hit me up so I guess this means screw them because im not going to be the only one who cares about this "friendship" if they don't. Guess this means peace to them.

I have noticed my life has been a waste..I feel like every person has their purpose and they say you don't find your purpose until the future and seriously I don't think I will have one..so what's the point of being here? I think of all the things I am good at or needed to be here and I can't think of anything except being good at school but give it a few months and I might just mess up -__-...some people have told me that im still here to help others..so who will help me?..and who are these others because before people would come to me for advice and yes it might annoy me but I would still try to help. But now who knows what's going on with them.

You said you care and you're always going to be there but in the end that was all a lie [by me]

You said im special to you and you can't live without me but really your living life without me as you speak and living perfectly fine...in the end all you said were lies and im really just another ghost in your life. [By me]

I say these quotes not to accuse anyone but to open up your eyes and think if this has happened to you. I might sound pretty hopeless and down but I'm actually okay and in the end I might just be strong enough to just be independent im not saying it'll be easy but I'm thinking if I try I might just be able to do it.

I wish you could feel that my love is real but you're not a man [katy perry]
That's my fav. Part of the song and everytime I hear it it makes me SHAKE MY HEAD. well bloggers weather has been looking nice =] I wish I could just go to a hill sit down and stay there all day alone and look at the sunrise and sunset then look at the stars that sounds perfect =]


In the end I don't know what else to say no more thoughts to write down FOR NOW..UNTIL NEXT TIME MY DEAR READERS....GOOD BYE!