a little something for Monday!

ALOHA! =D

Well I am back again for a nice little posting time =] oh yes!

Well I've been thinking I need something different...like something new besides bangs since that wasn't too much of a success lol..hmmm maybe its time to get the piercing on my ear that I've been talking about sounds cOoL..who will go with me?!

Changing the subject now!! LOL

Omgosh today I really noticed how funny the girls [jina and rose are] And how much they notice the same exact things I do their great! LmaOo talk about hilarious when it comes to gossipping =D hi 5 to them! Im so proud to have them as friends.

Talking about good friends there's also Anissa who makes up random songs like "esa nena esa nena que tu hace que tu hace bailando bailando con tigo con tigo" [smh] she seriously thought it was a new club banger song [ lol I laughed and told her YOU WISH] funny thing is she really wants to be in the music business and I told her I love you but never sing that song again! Lmaooo] smh she's too much.

Well what else is there to say oh yes....my phone! My phone is one of the most annoying phones ever created it loses service every 5 minutes [LITERALLY] its time to buy a new one off of someone because if I buy it from TMOBILE it will come out too much. So if your selling please tell me =[ ||sliidey|| is becoming ONE of those phones. =[ im highly upset and disappointed.

Soo yeah ummm anything else [let me think] oh yeah random quote or lyrical for the finale! =]

Hold in too much and you'll explode...
That is my motto because trust me I've hold in so much pain, thoughts and ideas and holding back isn't the way to go..it becomes a habbit and slowly eats you alive as the days go by..I haven't stopped but im working my way out of the habbit but trust me if your starting to hold in everything now save yourself while you can "/.. [Like the verizon commercials says its a dead zone]

I think that's enough for today besides its MONDAY [one of the dullest days of the week for some reason] but mine was OKay finally =] high 5 to me [yes I just high fived myself so what! =P]

Well good bye to you losers, dorks, weirdos, and etc. [=D dueces]

Just felt like putting up a pic

moody me

HeLL-O
Once again its a random post =]
Lately I've noticed I've told mostly stories than actaul advice and im thinking maybe im not cut out for the part because I may give advice but won't take it and that's bad "/

Well people I know us teenagers have a tendecy of saying Love so im just going to say it from a teenagers prospective L O V E stinks..its dumb and confusing..one moment things are good the next its like the person just fell for someone else -___- blahhhhhh! People are confusing like you either like that person or you don't you can't one moment and could the next back and forth..smh idiots

Well let me think of what else to say...

Lately those who I was close to are slowly slipping or shifting away..It seems I was the only one who actually cared and hit them up and now that I have stopped hitting people up they don't even hit me up so I guess this means screw them because im not going to be the only one who cares about this "friendship" if they don't. Guess this means peace to them.

I have noticed my life has been a waste..I feel like every person has their purpose and they say you don't find your purpose until the future and seriously I don't think I will have one..so what's the point of being here? I think of all the things I am good at or needed to be here and I can't think of anything except being good at school but give it a few months and I might just mess up -__-...some people have told me that im still here to help others..so who will help me?..and who are these others because before people would come to me for advice and yes it might annoy me but I would still try to help. But now who knows what's going on with them.

You said you care and you're always going to be there but in the end that was all a lie [by me]

You said im special to you and you can't live without me but really your living life without me as you speak and living perfectly fine...in the end all you said were lies and im really just another ghost in your life. [By me]

I say these quotes not to accuse anyone but to open up your eyes and think if this has happened to you. I might sound pretty hopeless and down but I'm actually okay and in the end I might just be strong enough to just be independent im not saying it'll be easy but I'm thinking if I try I might just be able to do it.

I wish you could feel that my love is real but you're not a man [katy perry]
That's my fav. Part of the song and everytime I hear it it makes me SHAKE MY HEAD. well bloggers weather has been looking nice =] I wish I could just go to a hill sit down and stay there all day alone and look at the sunrise and sunset then look at the stars that sounds perfect =]


In the end I don't know what else to say no more thoughts to write down FOR NOW..UNTIL NEXT TIME MY DEAR READERS....GOOD BYE!

blogging time ! =P

NihaO bloggers =D!

This is going to be a short post because Im sort of in a hurry =] and a little busy soo yeah myweekend=awesome =D...party on saturday had a blast with the friends =D oh yessss! My feet were killing me with those killer heels but besides that I was good! happy bday to rose one more time =D hope you enjoyed yourself...

Well yeah let me ask you a question:
GIRLS!!!!! guys always say we are the "confusing" ones and that you're always on their mind but why is it their aways can change all that by putting hacks or stuff about other girls...and still have the guts to tell you you're the one...? Like are you serious how can you act like we didnt read it smh..WOW guys you blame us but your as screwed up and confused as we are.

Another thing why is it when you finally think you know someone you find out some shocking news that just makes you start doubting everything about them and everyone else.??..Seriously I don't trust anyone anymore there's no such thing as someone who will never betray you no matter how close you are sorry but they either have or will betray you [sorry to be mean about it but its just true]

Tip to a blogger: if this person stood in contact with your friends and not you and all of a sudden expresses these "feelings" that supposively they've had for you I find it suspicious so check him out more see how long he'll last around if he truly "cares" and besides what made him come out 4 years later telling you this?
Humans are so imperfect its annoying -_-

Everything is getting played out that life is getting sucky [shaking my head]
Well im outtie for now until next time my friends I'll answer the other questions whenever I can okey dOkey Love you bloggers!
Shaki's OUTTTTTTT lmaOO

a little something something for the week lol

Konichiwa---NihaO my friends!=]

Hey funny thought just came into my mind some of you probably are wondering why my font is always pinkish well it's in order for those who have phones to have the same reading opportunity as you computer users =] lol yes I make it easier for everyone =] you are all important [wink] lol

Well back to blogging so until my laptop is fixed I will be posting up at random moments..but then again I did that before anyway lol [Whenever I have the time to post, or whenever I get an opportunity] =] So don't worry I'll do my best to keep you entertained

It's been only two days since my last posting but so what many things can happen during 2 days...let me think.....[5 minutes later] Okayy maybe not lol.

I received a question =] thank you reader [wink]
Here's the question: What do you do when you doubt yourself or the choice you made? Plsss answer Shakii.

My answer: Well one thing I know we all do is make "mistakes" as we call them but what they really are..are actions we believed were correct at the moment...so in the end whatever choice you make you should never doubt..because obviously there must of been a good side to it because of there wasn't you wouldn't have made the choice in the first place ..right? One thing I must be honest about is the fact that I doubt myself A LOT! basically all the time but I don't advice you to do it because it really doesn't help low self esteem...Never doubt yourself It doesn't help with any situation..you are who you are and you basically have to deal with how you are..and if the people you believe are truly there for you ..they'll like you for who you are...So dont ever doubt yourself just know that pushing yourself for success is a good thing =] Eventually you'll notice the great things you have and trust me everyone has great things about themselves.

I tried =] I hope that helped...SO yeah if any more questions plz leave comments and I'll try to answer the best I could..

Well im outta here for now until next time my dear friends..and lovers lol..and strangers GOODbye for now until we meet again [out of the box] that's a little kid show smh..lol i need to sotp watching those shows..O_O There so entertaining sometimes lol

alittle piece of my awesome weekend

Blog

Okay so I wrote this blog while on my way back to new york =]..and left it in my notes to later on put on this magnificent website lol well anyways I notice the whole advice thing is going down the drain help it support it let it come up that dirty drain! LOL well yeah im a little nauseous from the ride and drinking vanilla milkshake delicious but leads to huge chances of dizziness and soon to be digestion lmaOo ignore that please well yeah this weekend was pretty great went to Rhode island with my uncle aka.fast bootyshake and to see my loving sexyy other half lol =D she's hot lmaOo but yeah Saturday was cOoL went to the mall of course =] when don't I?...had a good time there because come on it's my other half and shopping AMAZING! So after that we went bowling which was suppose to be a lot of her friends but they all couldn't go..except for one named Alex and he was pretty cOoL [high 5 to him] lOl we had a good time and then went home was suppose to break night but didn't sadly....soo yeah enough of that too exclusive for you readers lol jk..but yeah let me think of what else to say...taking a little break =]

Well yeah -___- my headache is getting worse NOTCOOL!

So a question for the readers..doesn't it seem scary to get old? Like feel their skin, look at it.."/ I happen to be highly afraid so now I look at my face in disappointment cuz it's close to it O_O once again NOT COOL

Ummm...I think you guys should give more questions in order for my advice column to get better...anyquestions..?!

Retracing back to last week's post
The kid could be so perfect but he has his moments "/ why is that?... one question do you ever doubt or question the person your with? [Im not with him im just asking]

So yeah I finally starting typing once again after hours lol I felt the post needed more and remembered how I haven't mentioned my weird bestfriend ANISSA Omgosh how could I forget to mention her in my blogs she 's like the most randomest person and weirdest u can ever meet she's too much but I can handle her =D..! LOL idk about u but I can so yeah...=D she's great just felt like giving her that mini shout out since she deserves it. =D [high5 to her]
So yeah on march 16 is my bestie rose bday and she's finally turning 15 abOut time so yeah now im just saying w.e comes to mind which means its time to go lOl! Before the readers get sleepy and start calling me normal soo yeahhh give me ideas what to write about tell me
Omgosh I almost forgot to mention one of my random moments on Saturday lol how some lady confused our car for her friend's car! Priceless let me explain okayy so we were waiting for my fastbootyshaker to get chimi's and there's this girl that gets out the car infront of us to get chimi's too and ugh her outfit was so wack and uglyy like ewww she needs help lol well that's not the point she went and it was a little cold so she heads back to that car but doesn't notice that she accidentally got in our car so heiry,blanca,jason and I are watching her get in the passenger seat while blanca tells her excuse me [mind u the lady hasn't noticed yet] and the stranger says huh and turns to look at all of us and screams...she got out the car so fast and went to her friends filled with embarrassment omgosh it was priceless so funny that blanca didn't have any strength to turn on the car [hilarious!] hahahaha okay I guess that's it for this post until next time my friends GOOODBYE! *_*

AHHHHH

A whole week and 2 days without blogging imagine me slowly -__- dying without it.

I apologize for not blogging in awhile things were just not organized and ready and my computer was acting up ! [smh] sheesh...it was like it was not my blogging moment..well yeah at this moment my computer is behaving =] and I remembered to come blog!!!

Im late but so what HELLO/ NIHAO! =]

umm what to update you on...Ummmm..random moments that happened to me while I was gone..Oh yeahhhh drama with a girl at school [btw she's like not even 5 feet..she's chunky [no offense] and she talks but doesn't back it up] The usual bLah blah girl lol..Well this was today okay So let me tell you how this "supposedly drama started" So I guess she likes my friend victor AKA My babii daddiie =O not really lol just a nickname lol.. sO yeah She's forever touching him like omgosh I never seen someone so obsessed! She's always bothering and to bother him I always be like your boooooo lol smh he just shakes in shame and walks away lol..But she touched him extra today and I caught her so I found it hilarious because he made a funny face expression which she didn't see [he hates it when she touches him but he's too sweet to scream at her] so i started laughing and my bestfriend Rose saw why I was laughing and started cracking up as well the girl I guessed notice and started gossiping saying to her "friend" that she wanted to fight me because I was laughing like seriously this is a girl that people laugh at ALOT! and she wants to fight me like wOw seriously how dumb can you be..it's like now people can't laugh? So just to be little evil me I laughed louder and screamed "I laugh at w.e I Want =]"[hehe im evil] So yeah that was done with until like 5th period when i was looking out the door for my english teacher he was late So we were all assuming he was absent but I noticed the girl was in front of the door stomping her foot like she was Shrek like seriously you're not attractive and your stomping with a gorilla face and shrek feet [why?] lol..so I laughed and shaked my head at the fact that she just stands there [[once again im evil] lol so yeahh That was the last of her for the day im not a fighter but like seriously little kid drama is soooo old school O_O idiots! lol hehe

Okayy what else tO talk about Oh yeah Im not usually the lovey dovey chick that mentions boys and stuff but I guess it's about time at do some talking about this special boy =] Yes I said special

Okay so he's funny, amazingly cute, and always knows what to say for I wont stay mad sheesH! I really didn't think i'll ever get to this point where the person is always on my mind but I guess there's a time for everyone.. SO yeah He's great..but then again the horrible part is I doubt him alot! like theres so many things that I believe can go wrong with him and that's not good [I ask myself why do I have to think so negative on things that can actually be good for me and sadly I never have an answer "/] Guess I need advice myself..so what you guys think I should do btw I have really strict parents and brother so boyfriend isn't occurring anytime soon..so do you think I should push him away??? BTW He tells me how much he likes me a lot ! but I have a trusting issue and I don't believe him..should I let my guard down and hear this person out or nahh??..give the adivisor ADVICE plz.. =]

ME: sOo....if you could have anything in your life at this moment what would it be?
Him: u

SO yeah I feel weird I actually just wrote that =O gasp! Ican't believe it! lol..but yeahh Im thinking I should finish the blogging but Im having fun sooo Ima keep on going since I haven't blogged in so long =]

Let me mention important people I actually never liked doing this because in the end I forget people so yeah I changed my mind lol!!! Smh Im such a dork! Random question why is it that almost all babies are born and wrapped with the famous White blanket thats stripped with red and blue lines on the top..idk if this is a New York thing or all around but I think I've seen that blanket seriously wrapped around every new born ! lolsz..?? seriously so have you been wrapped with this "famous" blanket?

OmgOsh one question for you bloggers why is it when us girls or guys are losing weight parents automatically think it's because you like someone? SHEESH who understands them these days..

RANDOM I GOT BANGS =] picture at the Right! Think it looks nice? Please be honest =]

Well Ima go because I have some singing to do with my bestiie Jeremi aKa el loco =] lol..woohoo..bye bloggers adios! =]

IM BACK ONCE AGAIN

I apologize!! omgosh..i haven't posted in exactly one week I've been out of it and not really in the blogging mood..This week I guess was alright nothing new ..or exciting except the fact that I noticed that Im actually pretty good at volleyball =] [ waiting for that coach gRR] anyways guess what bloggers is another week of ADVICE! =O 3rd week.. Hmm..So here it goes I'm going to try my best =]

• Imagine a girl who is in love with her boyfriend but then she meets this other guy and starts having feelings for him what can she do?

Answer: Okay first of all love is a very strong word like how could she love and have feelings for someone else. There must be something wrong with your boyfriend in order to start having feelings for another person..So test yourself..get to know this person that your starting to have feelings for really try to picture yourself with them and see if life with this person can overtop what you've experienced with your boyfriend...like can you really imagine yourself with them?..If not then theres your answer you weren't meant to be with this complete stranger and you're basically with the person that deserves you =]...If you can picture yourself with the other person..then maybe you've been with the wrong guy afterall..this question is mostly something you must answer nd test yourself..I can't give you all the answers..

• How can you cofront the person you like if your not sure how they'll react? p.s. im shy

Answer: Ouch..this is tough..1-- u dont know how they'll react & 2-- you're shy okay first of think about it..do you talk to this person in person a lot? if so what kind of things you talk about...are your conversations more like a friendship kind..bestfriend...think about it.....Does the person give you a lot of looks [flirty?..nasty? or funny?] if you think this doesn't matter trust me it does..It can mean a lot more than you think.. But yeah..best thing to maybe do is find out if this person likes you..like have instant message conversations and do what i do ask random questions =] u always end up finding out a lot of information lol trust me...

wOw i can't believe those were the only two questions for the advice column this week..Oh BOO!

but yeah make sure to hit me up with questions if not i might actually give up on this thing.. So time to be RANDOMMMMM!!!

Ugh imagine this>>sitting on the bus ..in your own little world wen someone sits next to you...someone with the smell of CIGARETTES like seriously polluting the air that you was breathing -__- a-holes! This happened to me today I was so furious that this lady sat next to me and was slowly killing me with her disgusting cigarette smell..like ewww how could you expect to get any men with that smell!...UGH! moving on

For those Americas best dance crew fans =] ...Last episode next thursday!!!! Battles of the sexes..will it be questcrew or beatfreaks =] tough decision but it's our decision make sure to vote plz by texting 1 to 22444 [questcrew[[the guys]]] or 2 to 22444 [beatfreaks[[the girls]]] Random I know =]

Random question for the readers: [[from anypoint of view]] Do you think the communication between a mother and daughter is important or do you think if the daughter feels that communicating with her mother the outcome would be bad that she should stick to herself? [plz answer]

Well people im outty for the night BTW I will keep blogging more starting 2morro =] hopefully and please remember asking questions for my blog will only help me more on sundays =] BTW Ellen Roqsz =] u should watch her show lol.