IT'S SHAKI's World =]

Upset....Highly Upset....really upset.. I haven't updated in sooooo long and now I feel extremely lost and confused.. and I feel very frustrated that I haven't had the time to even write down my thoughts....isn't it sad how I cant even write down my thoughts? But I'm hopefully back in business.. but then again things would be easier if my laptop was working! Stupid thing is still getting fixed "/ I miss it though... I remember those Sundays where I would lay on my bed and just type =] good times I need that part of my life back.. I felt like I let emotions out that way.. but anyways my life is still stressing me out....but getting a little better as time goes by or maybe I'm just learning how to deal with my situation....I just can't make it the center of my life anymore..well this is all I can say for now...[BTW I was writing this while I was on my bus ride back home from visiting my grandmother who turned 74 June 2Nd woo :] and she's not ashamed to say it she still has moves lmaOo ] Ugh! now I have a stomach ache so until next time adios :] BTW bloggers should start updating like before it feels great :]